life drawing

this life drawing was done using only straight lines, i thinks it resembles matisse's work.

dice

not to happy with them but o well bet somethiing than nothing

The reason i have painted only half of this portrait is because
its the best way to represent its significance and meaning,
I got the inspiration to paint this from a photograph i have
from this summer.
The original Photograph is of me and my ex-girlfriend and is one of our best
photographs together, since she left i feel like half of me has gone so i have
chosen only to paint whats left of who i am.
I guess what I'm trying to portray is that I'm not whole anymore
i have lost something in my life that has managed to affect
many of my emotions, because of that i don't wish for anyone else to
see them, affect them or tamper with them so I'm only showing a smiling facade
portraying happiness, cheerfulness and enjoyment, and hiding the sorrow, loneliness and heartache.

decided...ish???

well heres draft number 1:  

Right so ive got a general idea and quick fiddle with photoshop and come up with a draft for the painting i want to do.

I like the pose and i think it convays what im going for or more like hopefully (^-^" )

ha *nervous laugh* 

still dont like the way the chin looks but its only a quick draft.

Cant wait to see how the finished productcome out. 

self portrait

Not sure which one to go for, its really bugging me at the mo. 

I've done 3 sketches and turned one into a digital painting but i'm having a really rough time trying to portray a concept of myself, I've never really questioned or explained who i am.

lol i guess i'm aproaching this too philasophicaly, going to bed now and well see if tomorow has any insight.

 (>^_^)>  night X

LOL ( >O_o)>

Well i forgot to check my timetable today and i've just come in to uni at 10am and well lol
i'm mean't to be in at 3!!!! LOL epic FAIL!